Pregnant for the 3rd time?

Lately, i got soooo overwhelming questions about being pregnant. I mean, the 3rd one la.

Like "pregnant ke?"

"ada isi lagi?"

"macam tau je ko ni, pregnant yeh??"

"bila nak no 3 pulak?"

"weh stori la, pm ok"

and sooo on.

Is it so obvious meh??

*slaps forehead*

So, am i pregnant?????

Ssyhhhh..scroll down, and read first. Hehe.

Ok, frankly speaking la, i am at the stage where i really teringin nak ada 3rd baby :)

Adik faris pun nak masuk 2 tahun this year. Ibu pun dah 27tahun. So, this is the time i thought.

Tapi, judging on them, i dont think so. Not this early kot.

T_________T

You know, dah ada dua buah hati. Sepasang anak, feel so happy, like my life is now complete!

Dua anak, dua karakter, dua peel, dua keistimewaan tapi tetap sama di hati ibu :)

Tapi kalau ada 3 apa salahnya kan? Mesti lagi best dan meriah. Syeefa selalu ckp nak baby girl, nak geng dengan dia. Siap ada nama dah tu papa bagi :P

So, i'm excited for the 3rd one! Lagipun, saya plan memang nak 3 anak before hits 30. Or should i say 4? Imposibble but posibble hehe.

But, by now, i really enjoy ber-anak dua. Dua beradik tu dah besar, dah faham dan boleh berdikari sendiri. Now, dah senang nak bawak jalan2. Even ibu sekarang dah berani bawak dua ketul ni pegi jalan2, tak payah papa ikut pun takpe dah :P

Bye papa. Kita enjoy!!

So kalau dah bertiga, i dont think i have courage to angkut 2 toddlers and one little baby to the mall or playground or somewhere else without temans. At least kena tunggu besar dulu kan. Tapi, tak cuba tak tau ye dak?

Betul. Cuba dulu beranak 3 baru boleh judge.

Baiklah.

But, since adik faris is a mom's-breast-addict, so obviously dia tak boleh lekang dari ibu. I'm a multitasker right now. Buat 2 kerja dalam satu masa. Sometimes 3 kerja sekaligus! Like, sambil breastfeed sambil lipat baju sambil tengok tv. Kerja jugak tu ehehe.

You see?? Sambil ajar kakak Syeefa mengaji sambil menyusu kan adik. Adik faris pantang tengok ibu duduk, laju je menerjah. So kalau ada baby no 3, cemana gaya pulak nampaknya :P

Oh, btw, Syeefa dah masuk iqra' 2 dah. So proud of my girl ! Hari2 after maghrib masa utk mengaji. Sehari satu muka jadilah. Ibu sacrifice slot akasia ke apatah tetiap jam 7 tu, kalau dilayan memang tak jadi lah jawabnye. So, everytime people dok bercerita pasal drama this and that, i was all blurry and bit lost.

Berjemaah. Hehe.

Sometimes, i feel like a loser bila tak dapat quality time together. Like bila Syeefa ajak baca buku, ibu membizikan buat itu ini, handle adik bla bla. Pastu bila adik ajak sleep, ajak main, ibu just like"kejap ye, nanti ibu datang. kejap lagi je" Bila tangguh2 tengok2 diorang dh tertido sendiri. Rasa macam lahai, kesiannya :( Biasalah working mom kan.

Tapi still rasa nak sangat another baby. Nak rasa keseronokan anak 3 pulak hehe. Tak sabar nak dengar baby panggil abang faris :) Kalau boleh taknak gap jauh sangat, biarlah membesar serentak, dapat main sama2, gaduh sama2, pegi school sama2. Dah besar nanti senang ibu dengan papa :)

Tapi bila fikir balik,kalau cepat2 sangat pulak, dah cukup 4 (or 5), tetiba teringin pulak nak baby lagi cemana? haha. Tengok kawan2 ada baby kecik comei, rasa best pulak kang. Anak sendiri dah besar panjang. Consider yang ke 6 pulak ke? :P

Syeefa and faris still breastfeed. Malam2 nak tido, tandem nursing. Kalau ada no 3, sian plak Syeefa nak selit kat mana? hehe. Tapi rindu la nak buat stok EBM balik. Sian upright freezer dah lama kosong :)

Hati dah bagi greenlite, tapi otak still not sure :)

So, after all the justifications, its safe to say that............

I AM NOT PREGNANT.