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Friday, March 21, 2014

Doakan yang terbaik :)

Love ;)

Never a day passes wihout me thinking watching searching reading listening googling about the MH370 issue.
Hari ni dah 14hari, i still hoping for the best.

#doabuatMH370

Ok, as for me sekarang dah cukup hari. 37weeks dah.
I'm quite nervous. Mental dah ready nak masuk labour room.
Tapi fizikal belum. Terbalik pulak kan.

Few stuff belum prepare and beli.
Baju baby belum basuh. Botol storage, pump belum check lagi kondisi.
Persediaan pantang belum lengkap. Tungku tak cari lagi.
Ubat belum beli. Mana den letak akar fatimah tah? Kena cari jugak.
You know, stuff like that.
Plan nk setelkan weekend ni. And my family is coming today yeayy!!

Besides, i have few weddings to attend Sabtu and Ahad ni.
 Nak makan nasik minyak dulu before pantang 44 days.
Well, priority first hehe.

Baby SF? He/she is doing well inside me :)
Now, estimate weight dah 3.2 kg!
Very active one. Doing sommersaults every second and i feel good.
 Tak sabar la ibu nak tengok kamu.
Hope segalanya dipermudahkan Allah SWT.

So, before entering the labour room anytime soon, i'd like to ask for forgiveness from you if through my blog or me personally, I have ever said the wrong thing or hurt you in any way. 
Please forgive all my wongdoings ok sama ada sengaja atau tidak sengaja.
Really, i never meant it.

Doakan yang indah2, InsyaAllah.

So, untuk MH370. I really reallyyyyyy hope everthing will be ok in the end.
So i can sleep better at night and pop out baby SF in peace :) 

#prayforMH370
#prayforbabySF

Friday, March 14, 2014

#prayforMH370

Just cant blog about anything else before this :(

It has been a week. Still no news :(

Sejak 8 mac hari tu, tak boleh tido lena disebabkan oleh berita sedih ni.
Dah macam2 spekulasi, macam2 fitnah, macam2 rumours, macam2 nonsense.

Malaysian authorities dah buat yang terbaik with other countries help too.
Bukan calang2 pertolongan, melibatkan 12 negara.
News spread super fast all over the world. Tak sanggup nak dengar "strangers" bercakap bukan2 pasal negara Malaysia (kenyataan bercanggah, lalai, security, bomoh etc)
I love my country.

Dah hari ke7, still rasa tak best, sedih, sayu mengenang nasib penumpang dan crew MH370 :(
Where are they??
I dont know others, but i think some people are not sensitive about this big issue.
Share rumours, speculate, write bad about people, tak fikir dulu sebelum nak tulis esp kat social media.
Tak fikir perasaan waris dan family mangsa. Sad but true.

Some just ignore, seronok je happy2 macam nothing happen.
Yes yes, we have to move on with our lives.
(or maybe they really care, just tak show off)
Kat fb, i dont mind about people yang post status biasa2, pasal family, friends.
Basically pasal life la kan. Normal.
Tapi yang spam timeline dengan so-called business setiap 5 minit skali.
I think these people should slow down sikit, or balance kan dengan sharing positiive thoughts about the news.

I know, nak cari rezeki kena usaha mempengaruhi customer.
But spamming people's timeline one after another, perlu?
Dah ada business page sendiri tapi still nak post setiap saat guna personal.
Rasamya, kalau customer berminat, mesti dah like page tu.
 And nak post 80kali sehari pun takde hal sebab followers je yang nampak.

Sehari 20kali post benda yang sama kot sampai berderet kat newsfeed.
Benda yang sama.
Like the didnt even care about this super big news.
Ada aku kesah hal dunia, yang penting masyuk. Gitu.

Ok, i'm super sensitive about this issue maybe.
Even xde family members atau friends yang terlibat, but still merasa kesedihan yang amat.
I do have heart ok.
Simpati dan empati :(
Sampai tak boleh nak happy2 tulis apa2 kat fb, IG, twitter.
Mampu scroll and baca je.
Is it just me feeling like that??

Back to the story, di hari ke 7 yakni Jumaat yang mulia, moga di permudahkan Allah swt untuk mencari pesawat MH370. Semoga ada berita yang baik dan positif.
Allah sedang menguji kita.

My thought and prayers are all with passengers and crew on board MH370.
Please come back :(

Dont lose hope, people. Keep on praying.
InsyaAllah, miracles do happen.

#prayforMH370   



Wednesday, March 5, 2014

Pregnant ke 3 :)



Ok, ramai yang dah tau i am now pregnant :)
This is officially first entry to update and i'm already at my 35 week.
Sigh. So kesian my baby.

3rd trim yall!! Few more weeks to go.
Nervous sangat.
Hope semuanya lancar dan dipermudahkan, InsyaAllah.

Anyways, pregnancy stories.

End of puasa last year (Julai 2013), rasa lain macam. Period lambat.
Extra letih. Bit loya. Tak sedap badan.

So, i did UPT test masa bangun sahur.
Few seconds it showed one line only. Frust ok.
Then, suddenly another line muncul!!

I was like biar betul?? *gosok mata*

Left the test kit in the bathroom.
Husband found.
I think i saw him smiling secretly :)

I remember we ate sahur alottttt.

And we both live happily ever after.
HAhaHA.

Tak lawak.

Then, few things happened.
Masa around 7 weeks, bleeding.
8 weeks, bleeding.
9 weeks bleeding. Almost setiap hari sampai 12 weeks.
Tapi at one time, after bleeding dia stop.
Then sambung lagi esok lusa. Like that.
Maybe sebab letih atau stress nak handle projek ofis and whatnot.
Terpaksa datang ofis walaupun tengah bleeding cos rasa serba salah kalau tinggal macam tu je.

Risau sangat hati
I ve bad experience before and it scared me! :(

Gynae cakap, kalau bleeding kejap2 macam tu takpe.
Just kena rest banyak. But still.
Bila time scan baby, pray very hard baby still ade heartbeat.

Alhamdulillah :) 

So lepas 4 bulan, tu dah lega banyak.

Continue makan supplement yang doc bagi 4 jenis tu.
Did check up routine (still do), berat naik!!
Kena minum air gula for the first time ok.
It was yuck tapi hmm merasa la jugak macam mana.
Selama ni dengar orang cakap je.
The result? Lega takde kencing manis :)
So, phewwwww.

HB rendah masa awal2. Stuffed my face with loaddssss of jambu batu, kerang etc.
Well you know, makanan yang contain zat besi bla bla.

Tak tau kenapa this time macam2 pulak.
Something to do with growing older i think.
Faktor usia sighhh.

Nasib baik awal2 je, bulan2 seterusnya ok Ahamdulillah.

Nak share makanan tambahan untuk pregnancy kali ni :

Anmum Materna perisa Mango. Much better than coklat and biasa.
Like! Minum susu ni dan makan asid folic 2 months before pregnant.
Well, preparation.


Pregnant sebelum ni memang makan Neurogain. Start makan masa 5 bulan.
Recommended by doc and me!

Cocoa Collagen brand sendayu tinggi. Last time pregnant Faris minum 2 kotak.
Kali ni tak habis lagi sekotak. Sedap minum sejuk2.

Best combo. Madu + jus delima. Selalu saya bancuh dengan air zam zam or yassin.
Minum sebelum pegi keja and sebelum tido.


New to me! Susu kambing yo. Tak pernah minum masa pregnant sebelum ni.
Tetiba masa google terbaca khasiat2. Ramai rekemen Nubian goat's milk. Jumpa kat tesco.
Susu kambing mahal sket la dari susu lembu.
Nubian ni ada delivery service jugak, boleh check website diorang k!

Basically, beli stok seminggu sebab exp date tak lama.
Consume sejak 6 bulan pregnant. Late i know!

Then, masa 26 week buat 4d scan. Never did 4d scan before.
All excited! Ada new klinik baru bukak dekat rumah dan diroang buat offer 4d scan only RM70!
Cheapppp! Siap dapat cd, gambar etc.

Big sis and soon to be big bro excited nak tengok baby.

We know the gender alreadyy!!
But lemme sshhhhh first ok :)

SO, scan 26 week, baby was in breech position.
Tapi doc kata baby still akan pusing2. Did scan 2 weeks after, position baby dah normal.

Then check up 32 week pulak, baby breech lagi.
Almost cried in doc's room and asik terbayang how sakit if i have go through c-sec.
Sakit nak jaga luka kat perut and sakit nak bayar bil also hihi.
Then i started to read a lot of articles about breech position.

Some tips to share :
1. Cakap dengan baby :)
2. Berada di kedudukan merangkak lebih lama atau time solat, sujud lama sikit.
Graviti akan menarik kepala baby ke bawah.
3. Letak lampu suluh di bawah perut so baby akan tertarik pada cahaya.

Cute. Was about to try all that tips.
Then.......
Next day, ada appointment klinik lagi satu. Doc scan and didnt say anything about baby breech.
Pelik dan saya tanya "baby position macam mana? breech ke?"

"Eh, tak la. Normal position. Kepala kat bawah"

I was like biar betul? Baru semalam baby melintang, hari ni dah kedudukan asal.
Alhamdulillah sangat. Dear baby, jangan bagi ibu risau ok. Love you.

Another scan 34 week, baby confirm in normal position and already 2.6 kg!
Hopefully dapat bersalin secara normal macam abang dengan kakak.
Ibu tak sabar sangat nak tengok baby, tapi jangan bagi ibu sakit sangat k :)

Baby stuff dah beli sikit2. Suka shopping baju cute miut!
Persediaan pantang belum sepenuhnya. Braxton hicks mula terasa sekarang ni.
Tido pun tak berapa lena, nak bangun pun susah. Tapi makan masih semangat hihi.
Had hard time to find ice cream goreng. Cari yang nestle baru tu asik habis je.
Where are you eskrim goreng???

Btw, Ibu nervous menantikan Baby SF.
But excited!!
Doakan semuanya ok dan baik baik semuanya :)

Friday, March 21, 2014

Doakan yang terbaik :)

Love ;)

Never a day passes wihout me thinking watching searching reading listening googling about the MH370 issue.
Hari ni dah 14hari, i still hoping for the best.

#doabuatMH370

Ok, as for me sekarang dah cukup hari. 37weeks dah.
I'm quite nervous. Mental dah ready nak masuk labour room.
Tapi fizikal belum. Terbalik pulak kan.

Few stuff belum prepare and beli.
Baju baby belum basuh. Botol storage, pump belum check lagi kondisi.
Persediaan pantang belum lengkap. Tungku tak cari lagi.
Ubat belum beli. Mana den letak akar fatimah tah? Kena cari jugak.
You know, stuff like that.
Plan nk setelkan weekend ni. And my family is coming today yeayy!!

Besides, i have few weddings to attend Sabtu and Ahad ni.
 Nak makan nasik minyak dulu before pantang 44 days.
Well, priority first hehe.

Baby SF? He/she is doing well inside me :)
Now, estimate weight dah 3.2 kg!
Very active one. Doing sommersaults every second and i feel good.
 Tak sabar la ibu nak tengok kamu.
Hope segalanya dipermudahkan Allah SWT.

So, before entering the labour room anytime soon, i'd like to ask for forgiveness from you if through my blog or me personally, I have ever said the wrong thing or hurt you in any way. 
Please forgive all my wongdoings ok sama ada sengaja atau tidak sengaja.
Really, i never meant it.

Doakan yang indah2, InsyaAllah.

So, untuk MH370. I really reallyyyyyy hope everthing will be ok in the end.
So i can sleep better at night and pop out baby SF in peace :) 

#prayforMH370
#prayforbabySF

Friday, March 14, 2014

#prayforMH370

Just cant blog about anything else before this :(

It has been a week. Still no news :(

Sejak 8 mac hari tu, tak boleh tido lena disebabkan oleh berita sedih ni.
Dah macam2 spekulasi, macam2 fitnah, macam2 rumours, macam2 nonsense.

Malaysian authorities dah buat yang terbaik with other countries help too.
Bukan calang2 pertolongan, melibatkan 12 negara.
News spread super fast all over the world. Tak sanggup nak dengar "strangers" bercakap bukan2 pasal negara Malaysia (kenyataan bercanggah, lalai, security, bomoh etc)
I love my country.

Dah hari ke7, still rasa tak best, sedih, sayu mengenang nasib penumpang dan crew MH370 :(
Where are they??
I dont know others, but i think some people are not sensitive about this big issue.
Share rumours, speculate, write bad about people, tak fikir dulu sebelum nak tulis esp kat social media.
Tak fikir perasaan waris dan family mangsa. Sad but true.

Some just ignore, seronok je happy2 macam nothing happen.
Yes yes, we have to move on with our lives.
(or maybe they really care, just tak show off)
Kat fb, i dont mind about people yang post status biasa2, pasal family, friends.
Basically pasal life la kan. Normal.
Tapi yang spam timeline dengan so-called business setiap 5 minit skali.
I think these people should slow down sikit, or balance kan dengan sharing positiive thoughts about the news.

I know, nak cari rezeki kena usaha mempengaruhi customer.
But spamming people's timeline one after another, perlu?
Dah ada business page sendiri tapi still nak post setiap saat guna personal.
Rasamya, kalau customer berminat, mesti dah like page tu.
 And nak post 80kali sehari pun takde hal sebab followers je yang nampak.

Sehari 20kali post benda yang sama kot sampai berderet kat newsfeed.
Benda yang sama.
Like the didnt even care about this super big news.
Ada aku kesah hal dunia, yang penting masyuk. Gitu.

Ok, i'm super sensitive about this issue maybe.
Even xde family members atau friends yang terlibat, but still merasa kesedihan yang amat.
I do have heart ok.
Simpati dan empati :(
Sampai tak boleh nak happy2 tulis apa2 kat fb, IG, twitter.
Mampu scroll and baca je.
Is it just me feeling like that??

Back to the story, di hari ke 7 yakni Jumaat yang mulia, moga di permudahkan Allah swt untuk mencari pesawat MH370. Semoga ada berita yang baik dan positif.
Allah sedang menguji kita.

My thought and prayers are all with passengers and crew on board MH370.
Please come back :(

Dont lose hope, people. Keep on praying.
InsyaAllah, miracles do happen.

#prayforMH370   



Wednesday, March 5, 2014

Pregnant ke 3 :)



Ok, ramai yang dah tau i am now pregnant :)
This is officially first entry to update and i'm already at my 35 week.
Sigh. So kesian my baby.

3rd trim yall!! Few more weeks to go.
Nervous sangat.
Hope semuanya lancar dan dipermudahkan, InsyaAllah.

Anyways, pregnancy stories.

End of puasa last year (Julai 2013), rasa lain macam. Period lambat.
Extra letih. Bit loya. Tak sedap badan.

So, i did UPT test masa bangun sahur.
Few seconds it showed one line only. Frust ok.
Then, suddenly another line muncul!!

I was like biar betul?? *gosok mata*

Left the test kit in the bathroom.
Husband found.
I think i saw him smiling secretly :)

I remember we ate sahur alottttt.

And we both live happily ever after.
HAhaHA.

Tak lawak.

Then, few things happened.
Masa around 7 weeks, bleeding.
8 weeks, bleeding.
9 weeks bleeding. Almost setiap hari sampai 12 weeks.
Tapi at one time, after bleeding dia stop.
Then sambung lagi esok lusa. Like that.
Maybe sebab letih atau stress nak handle projek ofis and whatnot.
Terpaksa datang ofis walaupun tengah bleeding cos rasa serba salah kalau tinggal macam tu je.

Risau sangat hati
I ve bad experience before and it scared me! :(

Gynae cakap, kalau bleeding kejap2 macam tu takpe.
Just kena rest banyak. But still.
Bila time scan baby, pray very hard baby still ade heartbeat.

Alhamdulillah :) 

So lepas 4 bulan, tu dah lega banyak.

Continue makan supplement yang doc bagi 4 jenis tu.
Did check up routine (still do), berat naik!!
Kena minum air gula for the first time ok.
It was yuck tapi hmm merasa la jugak macam mana.
Selama ni dengar orang cakap je.
The result? Lega takde kencing manis :)
So, phewwwww.

HB rendah masa awal2. Stuffed my face with loaddssss of jambu batu, kerang etc.
Well you know, makanan yang contain zat besi bla bla.

Tak tau kenapa this time macam2 pulak.
Something to do with growing older i think.
Faktor usia sighhh.

Nasib baik awal2 je, bulan2 seterusnya ok Ahamdulillah.

Nak share makanan tambahan untuk pregnancy kali ni :

Anmum Materna perisa Mango. Much better than coklat and biasa.
Like! Minum susu ni dan makan asid folic 2 months before pregnant.
Well, preparation.


Pregnant sebelum ni memang makan Neurogain. Start makan masa 5 bulan.
Recommended by doc and me!

Cocoa Collagen brand sendayu tinggi. Last time pregnant Faris minum 2 kotak.
Kali ni tak habis lagi sekotak. Sedap minum sejuk2.

Best combo. Madu + jus delima. Selalu saya bancuh dengan air zam zam or yassin.
Minum sebelum pegi keja and sebelum tido.


New to me! Susu kambing yo. Tak pernah minum masa pregnant sebelum ni.
Tetiba masa google terbaca khasiat2. Ramai rekemen Nubian goat's milk. Jumpa kat tesco.
Susu kambing mahal sket la dari susu lembu.
Nubian ni ada delivery service jugak, boleh check website diorang k!

Basically, beli stok seminggu sebab exp date tak lama.
Consume sejak 6 bulan pregnant. Late i know!

Then, masa 26 week buat 4d scan. Never did 4d scan before.
All excited! Ada new klinik baru bukak dekat rumah dan diroang buat offer 4d scan only RM70!
Cheapppp! Siap dapat cd, gambar etc.

Big sis and soon to be big bro excited nak tengok baby.

We know the gender alreadyy!!
But lemme sshhhhh first ok :)

SO, scan 26 week, baby was in breech position.
Tapi doc kata baby still akan pusing2. Did scan 2 weeks after, position baby dah normal.

Then check up 32 week pulak, baby breech lagi.
Almost cried in doc's room and asik terbayang how sakit if i have go through c-sec.
Sakit nak jaga luka kat perut and sakit nak bayar bil also hihi.
Then i started to read a lot of articles about breech position.

Some tips to share :
1. Cakap dengan baby :)
2. Berada di kedudukan merangkak lebih lama atau time solat, sujud lama sikit.
Graviti akan menarik kepala baby ke bawah.
3. Letak lampu suluh di bawah perut so baby akan tertarik pada cahaya.

Cute. Was about to try all that tips.
Then.......
Next day, ada appointment klinik lagi satu. Doc scan and didnt say anything about baby breech.
Pelik dan saya tanya "baby position macam mana? breech ke?"

"Eh, tak la. Normal position. Kepala kat bawah"

I was like biar betul? Baru semalam baby melintang, hari ni dah kedudukan asal.
Alhamdulillah sangat. Dear baby, jangan bagi ibu risau ok. Love you.

Another scan 34 week, baby confirm in normal position and already 2.6 kg!
Hopefully dapat bersalin secara normal macam abang dengan kakak.
Ibu tak sabar sangat nak tengok baby, tapi jangan bagi ibu sakit sangat k :)

Baby stuff dah beli sikit2. Suka shopping baju cute miut!
Persediaan pantang belum sepenuhnya. Braxton hicks mula terasa sekarang ni.
Tido pun tak berapa lena, nak bangun pun susah. Tapi makan masih semangat hihi.
Had hard time to find ice cream goreng. Cari yang nestle baru tu asik habis je.
Where are you eskrim goreng???

Btw, Ibu nervous menantikan Baby SF.
But excited!!
Doakan semuanya ok dan baik baik semuanya :)