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Sunday, September 2, 2012

Lonely heart

Feel a bit lonely tonite, so decided to blog about urmm...loneliness..hihi.

Actually, other half is outside now dengan his friends. Staying at Hydro Hotel pscccht. Now, tengah ada kat night market, Batu Feringghi katanya. Every year, antara acara wajib dia dengan kawan2 adalah, one night off from the wives...pfftt. Last year dia ke Pulau Jerjak tapi tak stay, kali ni cant do anything utk suruh dia balik hari ni jugak tak kira tak kira. Ubat tido tak jalan, jampi tak lekat...hihi.

So, yes...here am i, with two kids snoring beside me. My in laws temaning us at home. But still, feel so boring la. Its really weird, sleep with the anak2 without my husband. Rasa a bit emo pun ada, dunno why. Ok, of course sbb tak leh ikut skali heheh. Nasib baik one night only, kalau tak i might have booked another bilik jugak.

Part of me, rasa its ok. He just wanted to enjoy with friends. Kawan2 dari kecik. Kawan susah senang. So, go ahead. Satu malam je pun. Supportive wife just dont mind...hehe. But another part of me feels like whyyylahhh? Takyah takleh ke? Tak best la sensorang dengan kids, tak biasa la, tak reti. Rasa tak syok. Weekend plak tu, nak g jenjalan jgk.

At this time rasa, manalah pegi kengkawan aku ni? Jom la berjimba jugak, tak aci la dia je..hehe. But, just face it..its different. Kawan2 dia duduk keliling rumah je, kentut pun dengar. Tapi me? kawan dah merata pelusuk negeri. Even yang dekat pun banyak komitmen this and that. Takleh simply keluar like nobody's business. Zaman bujang dulu takpe. Tapi men, bujang ke, berbinike, duda ke, they're all carefreeeeeee.....pfft. So, just accept the lumrah la...men and woman cant blend together.


"my loneliness is killing me,
i must confess, i still believe
when i'm not with you i lose my mind,
give me a signnnn..........."


Teringat lagu britney tetiba..hihi.


So, hmm. What to do now?
Sleep la, what else??
Pfft.

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Sunday, September 2, 2012

Lonely heart

Feel a bit lonely tonite, so decided to blog about urmm...loneliness..hihi.

Actually, other half is outside now dengan his friends. Staying at Hydro Hotel pscccht. Now, tengah ada kat night market, Batu Feringghi katanya. Every year, antara acara wajib dia dengan kawan2 adalah, one night off from the wives...pfftt. Last year dia ke Pulau Jerjak tapi tak stay, kali ni cant do anything utk suruh dia balik hari ni jugak tak kira tak kira. Ubat tido tak jalan, jampi tak lekat...hihi.

So, yes...here am i, with two kids snoring beside me. My in laws temaning us at home. But still, feel so boring la. Its really weird, sleep with the anak2 without my husband. Rasa a bit emo pun ada, dunno why. Ok, of course sbb tak leh ikut skali heheh. Nasib baik one night only, kalau tak i might have booked another bilik jugak.

Part of me, rasa its ok. He just wanted to enjoy with friends. Kawan2 dari kecik. Kawan susah senang. So, go ahead. Satu malam je pun. Supportive wife just dont mind...hehe. But another part of me feels like whyyylahhh? Takyah takleh ke? Tak best la sensorang dengan kids, tak biasa la, tak reti. Rasa tak syok. Weekend plak tu, nak g jenjalan jgk.

At this time rasa, manalah pegi kengkawan aku ni? Jom la berjimba jugak, tak aci la dia je..hehe. But, just face it..its different. Kawan2 dia duduk keliling rumah je, kentut pun dengar. Tapi me? kawan dah merata pelusuk negeri. Even yang dekat pun banyak komitmen this and that. Takleh simply keluar like nobody's business. Zaman bujang dulu takpe. Tapi men, bujang ke, berbinike, duda ke, they're all carefreeeeeee.....pfft. So, just accept the lumrah la...men and woman cant blend together.


"my loneliness is killing me,
i must confess, i still believe
when i'm not with you i lose my mind,
give me a signnnn..........."


Teringat lagu britney tetiba..hihi.


So, hmm. What to do now?
Sleep la, what else??
Pfft.

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